Silly Place

Hi, I'm Mary
This is my silly little space, sharing a little about myself, anyway, call an ambulance.

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THINGS I LIKE :))

  • I like draw.

  • I like to play the guitar and the piano.

  • I like all kinds of music I think.

  • I like pugs.

  • I like skeletons and skulls, they are cute.

  • I love Tenna and Spamton, hell yeah.

  • I love nicknames.

  • I like sharks and seals.

  • I like being in the company of someone else.

  • I love Endermans, I swear, they are so cool and cute.

  • I like kisses and hugs.

  • I like to be reminded that I am loved.

  • I like to make others laugh (I try).

  • I love making the people I love smile.

  • I love all my friends..🩵

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THINGS I DON'T LIKE (I guess)

  • I don't like people yelling at me.

  • I don't like crowded places.

  • I don't like being ignored, it really hurts me.

  • I hate being alone.

  • I don't like anything about me.

  • I don't like being lied to.

  • I don't like being given excuses for not being with me.

  • I hate that when I'm being affectionate, I get pushed aside and literally have my heart broken.

  • I hate when people play with my feelings.

  • ...

•••Those who know me know that I hate being alone.I tend to overthink a lot, sorry about that.I can be very clingy with people I love, I hope that's not annoying.Forget it, I'm still alive, what a disappointment.I think my way of being unconsciously is something that pushes people away from me, it really makes me sad, I don't want to push anyone away, I don't want to be left alone.I know that people lie to me almost always, I want them to be direct and tell me things, even if they hurt, I prefer that they tell me the truth, instead of lying to me all the time, I know when they are lying to me, and it hurts me more when they lie to me than when they tell me the truth, I don't want to live a lie.Yes... I think I'm a little traumatized by those things, so many things have really happened that I'm somewhat confused, but now, that doesn't stop me from smiling! I Guess.. I still feel really bad but I try not to think about it.Yeah... I... I don't feel well at all, I feel broken, I don't know, it sounds very victim hehe, I'm sorry, just, My, my heart hurts a lot, I can't help but cry over all of this, I just want a breath, if only I weren't afraid of pain.

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06/10/25
Well... I didn't die, unfortunately, but well, I don't know if I'll keep trying to continue.•••I don't know what to do with my life anymore, I end up ruining everything.•••
09/03/25
I'm confused.I... I'm tired of always being hurt, sometimes I feel like... ## ##### #######. I'm just tired. My help is useless. It never was. I've always been rubbish. I can't even cope with my life anymore....
I can finally die now.

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